Friday, September 29, 2006 3:09 AM
why must things happen this way? why is it that you cannot be close to me? why is it that you cannot trust me at all? it hurt me so much, that i cannot be trusted. i just realised that we were never close, but very far apart. is it a fact that we can never be close? i don't mind being friends, but can't you just allow me to love you from the side? i don't require any thing back from you, not even your feelings. but i just hope for your trust in me.

this few days, i skipped school. partly is because of you. i just want to avoid you even though I still meet you. you may think that i'm no longer important to you, but this fact really hurts me, deep deep deep in my heart. each day, i yearned for just a care message from you, but it's just so difficult. i really do not know what to say, i'm just way way too disappointed and sad to continue anything.

please, stop hurting me further. i'm afraid that i cannot take it one day. i love you still, and i just yearn for you to give me a chance.